It’s been a while since I last wrote on this blog, but I’m back with a fresh perspective. Last year, if you couldn’t tell, I was “emo” beyond belief. Going through a quarter-life crisis was the absolute worst. Every day, I thought that my world was crashing down. I forgot who I was and what I wanted. I allowed others to take advantage of my kindness, and in return, got hurt. I also hung around people that brought down my Binaness (yes, my BINAness…lol), which was probably one of my biggest mistakes yet.
Now, I am so much happier with my life. Sure, I still struggle with things like my career (if you could even call it that) and where I want to live, but overall I feel good when I wake up in the morning. After having such an intense 2012, I promised myself that 2013 would be different. I am actively working towards completing goals that I made more than two years ago. I have ended friendships that have lost their place in my life. Overall, I have just started making the necessary changes to ensure my continued personal growth and development.
Back in the day, I used to freak myself out about everything. If something didn’t go my way or if I thought I made a mistake, I would get so scared. Scared that I had “messed” everything up (whatever that even means…). It wasn’t until recently that I realized how much my attitude has changed. Nowadays, I embrace my mistakes and use every opportunity to learn. And although I still have my moments, I always manage to come back to a more grounded place. No matter what I will always have my closest friends and family supporting me, and who could ask for a better situation.
Anyways, I don’t really know what inspired me to write tonight after so much time away, but I am glad that I’ve decided to share these thoughts with you all. Life is too short to worry about what will happen tomorrow. If you want the best life for yourself, learn to enjoy every day and chill out.